seventeen.

mmmmm <3 alright so i wake up at freaking 5:53 yesterday crying because i was so excited. i was going to meet kyle. i go to school and i'm just counting down until i get to meet kyle. then the last bell rings and i was free. i ran to skell's bus and we went to her house to get ready. tomtom is sew qt btw. anyway so i'm excited because this'll be my first time getting tropical smoothie aswell as seeing ftsk. so her qt mommie gives her 20 bucks and we walk to TS. so we get there we order but when da skell goes to get her money....she can't find it. so we just kinda... walked out and back home. lol. the guys was prolly like.. wtf. okay so then we go home, do our hair and shizz and head out. we get there to meet up with torilla, pickle, and beanie and these other people i honestly don't remember. so we go in blah blah blah people are playing music but tbh i was outside the whole time looking for kyle with these drum stix in my hands for him that da skell bought. skell skell left me so i was looking for her inside. i found her, started walking inside...when i see platnium blonde hair sticking up...everywhere. i floored it and turned the other way. i was dying. i squeezed da skell so tight. (sry bby.) and then she effin pushed me closer to him and i was just like WTF?! NO DNW TO TALK TO HIM WHEN FAT CHICKS ARE TALKING TO HIM. so then he freaking disappears and i start to cry. i'm such a fag. time passes, same old. i see caylubbbbb <3 he's qt. ummm so we're outside and tortilla goes,"KARINA. STAND UP NOW." and i shoot up knowing that she sees kyle and i'm like YESSSSSSSSSSSSS. so i call his name, we have a tiny exchange of words and he takes my drum stix (THATSKELLBOUGHT) and says he'll play with them. which he did. so after that, i start shaking and crying silently to myself. this is the first time i ever said hi to kyle.

so ftsk finally gets on and me and some kewwwlll K1DD55 make a big dance pit. we're dancing away (by dancing i mean beating the shit out of each other in a nice wayy) they played my favorite song and i died. the way she moves. <3 so the songs went on and then at the very end i fall and some ASSSHAT stomps on my head, so because i felt like i was going to die, i got water and i went to find kyle with da skell in hand. we searched and searched but he was on his van and not coming out. my heart seriously broke, but i was NOT going to be annoying so i didn't go knocking on the freakin' windows like the other girls near us. CAYLUBB IS TOO QT TO LOOK AT THEIR UGLY FACES. so we're waiting for them to come out and i'm praying that mike doesn't come before i really meet kyle. now readers... i wish i could say to you that i met kyle and my life is amazing, but i can't. i'm still greatful that i got to speak to him, one day i'll be able to hug kyle and speak with him. one day. but a big thanks to tor for telling me to stand up and look at kyle. thanks to cat laura and tracy for giving me the courage to speak to him. tracy (skell<.3) for letting me give him the drum stix and biggest thanks to ftsk for making my night amazing and playing my favorite song <3